- Mood: blah blah
- Music: Lighthouse- The Hush Sound
Yep...Summer has officially started...and needs to end.
I'm pretty sure I'm over this whole- take 4 months off, forget everything we've ever taught you, then come back and learn....I just want to finish, without taking a break. I moved out nice and early Saturday morning- I actually only said bye to 3 people. Thinking about it now, I kind of feel like a bitch for doing that but it was a hard semester and I needed to come home. Mom came, she loaded up the car while i secured everything in storage, and we drove out to Waterloo....to see the new house. That's a story for a different day.
So far I have done nothing except clean my room- and its still crowded. Mom said I could paint if I wanted, so I took down all of my pictures, posters and other meaningless paraphernalia to make room for a new paint job- I kind of feel like it won't happen though. Today Alli and I are suppose to be sun bunnies in my lawn because it's supposed to be 80 degrees, but its not really warm yet, and it rained this morning so the grass is wet.
Being home has really given me time to think and clear my mind but its taking me a bit longer to get out all of my negativeness. I'm working on it though...right now I'm waiting on all of my grades- thus far I have a B+, A, and S...yea- not good enough. Next semester I'm going to bust my ass...I need to get my act together.
Well, my goal this summer is to spend as little time as possible near this computer so I'm going downstairs!
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