Here it is folks, my typical end of the year entry.  I don't I'll have much to write but we'll see

In many ways I have hated this year more than anything in the world....but my girls made it so much better.  I'm kind of bummed that i have to check them out in the next three days- I'm gonna miss them.  They treated me a lot better than last years, and because I've had it so well I'm a bit apprehensive about next semester's girls.  In terms of hating things, I'm pretty sure I would have traded in my staff at the drop of a hat.  I spent so much time getting to know them, and in return nobody knows me and they have used me to cover shifts assuming I don't have a life....they are the reason I don't have a life.  I may not be 21 yet but I have friends, and there are parties I could have gone to while I was sitting hours and hours of desk so everyone legal could go to the bar.  My RD sucked even more than last year, which is a shame because I tried.  I tried to talk to him at the beginning of last year, I tried to talk to him this semester, but i have gotten nothing for the effort I put in. 

I'm really excited for next year.  I'm in one of the relatively smaller dorms....in size- but my rooms are all triples.  There are only 2 RAs on our staff, and our RD is amazing- we're gonna have a blast, and our personalities balance pretty well. My room is going to be even larger than now...and I'm pretty sure I'll finish my time in Brockport happy.  The only downside is that our building is on the opposite side of campus than anything else...no dining hall, no other residents...but I planned my classes to be in the hall right behind our building. 

I'm hoping to come out of this semester with Bs across the board except one class.  I got my first A+ in my entire 3 years here...I seem to kick ass at Women's Studies.  I surprise myself really.  I'm shooting for B's because I really need to finish my major with okay grades...with a 3.0 I think.  My minor will go smoothly I hope, just because I'm good at it. 

I have finished year 3 with no love life...since freshman year.  I've come to the conclusion that I could be the reason I'm not with anyone.  Maybe I'm too critical- I hold everyone to the same standard I hold myself to, and I guess that's a lot.  I thought I had something good going for me this semester, but that seemed to fall apart just like every other relationship I've been in.  Once my birthday roles around I'll be able to get out more....find a new crowd besides whats around here on campus....Brockport seems to be a bum deal for anyone I could be attracted to.  That or I put too much into people....and then I realize I can't trust anyone with my heart....

This year has been really stressful, but I've been done since Monday.  I had no finals, but i had 36 pages of writing to do by Tuesday, and I finished Monday night.  I went to visit some people today and I guess the rest has done me well...I can't count how many people told me how relaxed I look, and how well rested I look...which makes me think I get too stressed during the year.  Maybe they see a different because I actually got dressed besides the regular sweatpants.  Yes folks, I have a real figure...thanks tank top for proving everyone wrong about my lack of a wardrobe. 

I'm heading home on Saturday morning...I need some time with my mama- I never thought I would miss her so much, but I do.  Oh man...I need to move my stuff to storage today...good thing I'm all packed.  Well- I have one last birthday party this semester I need to prep for....

...check for some new stuff this summer...though I'm not promising anything of course...

So are you posting once a month? Because you know I'm gonna check this thing like a blood sugar level.
I'm glad your floor was better this year. You really deserved it. Sucks about your RD and staff. They really missed out by not getting to know you. Good or bad, it's amazing how much you learn about yourself with that job.
Congratulations on the A+! I'm not that surprised. :) 36 pages though - that's impressive even with your super paper writing abilities.
Sorry to hear about the love life. Maybe now's not the time. At least thats what a good friend told me. Next year you should try RIT. ;)
So how's home ... and life at home? Hit me sometime. We seem to work better with distance. lol